So this blog has ended up turning into an outlet for me where I speak negative words on my life at that moment in time. Whatever, it's my blog so I can say what I want....it's your fault if you read it, haha...oh how the sarcasm is coming out in full blows!
It is only Sunday night and this week is already slowly killing me. Thinking about how I have a big exam tomorrow night and not knowing what I have in that class is freaking me out. I hate when professors keep one in fucking suspense. I mean, it is my fucking grade...post the damn bitch so I know how I am doing...don't email the whole fucking class telling us half the class failed, but fails themselves to mention who did. I am trying to study, but it isn't possible...my mind is in such a cluster fuck over this exam, along with all the crap going on in my other class. Tomorrow is going to be a fucking long day and all I am going to want to do is crash when I get home Monday night...
With my other class...we have a presentation this week and we test out our menus and blah blah...ugh, I just want to get it over with. I am afraid I am going to snap on people that don't deserve it, they just happen to make contact with me at the wrong time. Let's hope I have self control over my emotions this week...also pmsing doesn't help the situation either...it is coming in spurts, ugh...
And then not being able to see my significant other till the end of the week doesn't make this any better. My fucking schedule this week conflicts with his and it makes me sad :( I mean I know people go for months without seeing their other half, especially in the whole long distance thing, but we are not doing that...so I think that's what is getting to me...gosh, I shouldn't even be complaining. I guess right now, everything is building one on top of the other - leaving me in a mood where every minuet thing bothers me, when it really shouldn't. It might be a good thing that he doesn't see me until towards the end of the week because I am going to be such a bitch this week...that's a warning right there, haha! Last thing I want to do is go off on someone and they did nothing wrong, lol.
Gosh...I complain a lot. Whatever...I guess I just have to try to keep my head up this week and pray things go somewhat smoothly...or at least I can just get through it....
Can it be Thursday afternoon yet?
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It's all good sweetie! Just let it all out. That's why I vent (although, other people say I complain) so that I can just get on with it and get over with it.
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